As Joseph sought the Lord, his God,
With all his heart,
God laid on Him a burden he would bear,
Yet not alone.
The Lord was with this holy man
To bring to pass His master plan.
Thru foreign lands,
God walked beside His own.
I'll never leave you,
Never forsake you.
By waters still, in pastures green,
I'll often take you.
But when I break you, so that My name be glorified,
I'll never leave you, Never forsake you.
Though fires and floods would seem to hide His plan for you,
Though trials and afflictions seem to take away your song,
Though you may never understand,
just trust in His upholding hand.
In time you'll learn,
He's been there all along.
Friday, October 31, 2008
-There's a 20% discount on the Ipod Touch. So 648 less 20% = 518 I subsidize you $230. So you owe me $288 - Can pay by instalment-
Mum
Too bad I'm really tired and a bit sick now. Can't play with it. ): Off to bed. Ugh. I hate feeling terrible
7:21:00 PM
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Rented two movies with Ry today! Clockstoppers and Dead Silence. I'm not much of a sci-fi lover so didn't like clockstoppers that much... Dead Silence had a nice plot. Everyone died in the end too, something different. Haha.
I want to watch the all the SAW movies. ): I've only watched III so far and I thought it was good! Hiaz.
10:20:00 PM
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
I kill you!
Gaboo stalked me today AGAIN! I really can't figure out how he knows when I'll get on the bus though. *Shudder* I'm warning you, it's not good... Later 'volleyball come fly at you'
Made our videos today. For once I have to agree with Luke, it's times like these when we can make a fool out of ourselves, and laugh about it the next time we watch everything again.
PW's fun. (:
And uhm, hey noobz! NOOB CALLING OTHER PEOPLE NOOB
9:18:00 PM
Monday, October 27, 2008
Eunos is a faraway place.
Went to school to run 6 rounds and do 10 grandstands.
Ate brunch at Toa Payoh with Charmaine.
Went to Sean's house with Luke for PW. Made a pretty good attempt at thinking up ideas within 1.5 hours(only because we had limited time). Sean's fridge is like a drinks stall, stacked with all sorts of drinks like cartons of juice and cans of coffee. I like! And thanks for the 17%... Was delicious (: We might go again tomorrow to finish our video! I left an army ration packet at his window sill. ):
Crashed Deb's house because she lived so near. Ended up worrying a lot that we took the wrong bus, when the bus ended up to be in a loop service.
Met Ry and spent the night together. Was wonderful... (: I think Action city is pretty interesting. I'm eyeing a new phone! Then again... Sony Ericsson really sucks mechanically. ):
Gaboo stalked me 3 times today. Toa Payoh in the morning, Eunos MRT after that, Deb's house in the afternoon(Well this time I went over), and Junction 8 at night. Naughty naughty!
11:52:00 PM
I decided to pack my closet because it was so messy and I discovered that I have 21 mgs shirts and 13 fbt shorts of different colours and designs(makes up 17 if I include shirts). :o
5:23:00 PM
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Luther rocks man! He just passed to me 11 packets of army food + 3 packets of solid fuel. Haha, no idea why the solid fuel, but YEAH I shall live on army food so that I can save up! Hahahaaaaa.
Just cut my hair. No more french plaiting ):
6:09:00 PM
Saturday, October 25, 2008
OMG just saw the results from Maurice's blog for real run 15km.
RUI YONG AND RAINA LEE RAN!!!! Ruiyong got first place with 57mins (wth my 10km timing) and Rai 5th place! DAMN PRO LAH WAH LAO RAINA LEE WHY SO PRO idsjfisfoiefjoiesf!!! I should have run then can meet you!) : ):
Okay she doesn't read this blog.
But seriously 1hr18min for 15km! I'd have done at least 1hr30mins. Raina is so fast. ):
Jin Shi, Wei Jie and Maurice ran too. Good job you all did well! Hmm just saw Joshua Chia's name. Is it really him =.= http://www.realrun.sg/results08/15Km_Category15MJ.htm.
1:15:00 PM
We have graduated! Left the class in a mess though. Mr Tan was saying how if we didn't clean our classrooms, we'd find our rubbish in our new classrooms next year. ...Then we might as well leave our school stuff under our desks and let them help us transport it to our new classroom next year! (:
Rachael's body is longer than mine. Amazing!
Jokes aside, XP planning is tougher than I thought. It's been so complicated that I have been finding myself in a daze lately... Even Mr Lim said I was unusually quieter today. Or maybe it's just because I didn't research on the earlier mountains. At least I did something for Gunung Belumut. I got a feeling everyone's candle is burning out already. And to think, it's only our first draft... To what extent is Mr Lim going to rip our plans apart before we start building them up again?
Life is tough. My OP and Chinese A's are a day apart. We're not ready. Luke and Sean, we have to do something about it... Don't let our efforts go to waste. ):
The day ended off with a fabulous night. A night which I have been waiting for a long time. No wonder I'm less emoey now huh? Haha. Thanks dear. (:
12:04:00 AM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Google 'whaling in Faroe Islands' or something like that. It's pretty barbaric. ):
Luke is the best when it comes to answering Mr Hoi's PW questions. Hah!
9:26:00 PM
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Haha saw Amoz and Kenneth at OCS, both next to each other. Today was yet another fun day, but the mood slowly died down towards the end. My class was split into guys and girls for the whole trip! ): Rachael and Kat are like sheep when it comes to having paint on my finger... they scatter everywhere whenever I try to go near them! Haha, it was quite hilarious from my point of view. :D Then again, after having paint on my face, I realized it looked pretty ugly lol. Managed to wipe everything away though my face was hurting later. ):
And I'm so so thankful I don't have a phone now, you might not understand, but it really gives me less disappointment. 3 more days to enjoy...
8:05:00 PM
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Let's look on the bright side of life
I'm half satisfied with my results, but I shouldn't show too much grief so that I won't be a burden to others and I'll learn to be thankful for what I've gotten. Anyway, no point crying over something that's done already. So yeah, WELL DONE 1T26 FOR THE LARGEST IMPROVEMENT IN BIO! :D:D:D I'm so proud of all of you! I don't have a reason to give up on Bio too. (: And well done Ry, you did really well! Don't worry R, A and S. You'll promote! But once you do, don't throw away your chance...
Just PW and Chinese A's left, and I'll be ecstatic.
Haha oh the funniest thing today! During Chem I was passing Kat's seat in the LT to get the seat next to her, when she naturally stuck out her foot before I could land properly. So she freaking kicked my foot off the step! Haha! And my foot fell all the way to the next step(which is pretty low) and I half fell on top of her. Lol! Had an adrenaline rush, but I think I scared Ryan Sim more than I scared myself. Haha! Kat owes me lunch, stupid FAT KAT :D Good thing I didn't sprain anything arh!
I just sent my phone for repairing. Uncontactable for 3 days. I think I'd be more carefree that way, no need to keep checking my phone for messages... Then again it feels rather empty. Hmm.
No noobs, I won't lose to you... I haven't shown you my best yet! XD
Cheryl was really funny today. She's the one person we really failed to taupok.
Today was quite fun :D Thanks ya'll for being there!
8:42:00 PM
Monday, October 20, 2008
Please don't let me be the one to get U for GP. Then again, I don't want anyone from my class to get it either. ): Sigh!
8:01:00 PM
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Finally a proper farewell to my seniors, hope they enjoyed it... I thought it was quite successful! There were really funny parts, especially the charades. With Alex and his Mehhh and Marcus trying to impersonate ____ etc. The night continued to be great. (: Wish we'd have more nights like that!
The weekend's finally here, with half of it gone... Wasn't exactly enjoyable... With PW constantly on my mind and the loneliness engulfing me.. PW be gone! 31 Oct will be heavenly. (: I wonder if there will ever be a weekend where I can spend my time entirely with you... Sigh
9:06:00 PM
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Say NO to 44
During Bio I was stoning and I realized how distracted I was from my stoning... So I was wondering what the distraction could be... and I looked at everyone beside, in front of me, and behind me from the corner of my eyes... And... Everyone was shaking a part of their leg!!!
Shake shake shake... I was doing it too heh... But it's a bad habit! We all should stop doing it.
I got 45/100 for Chinese for both Mid years and Promos... Please tell me the score won't go any lower overall!!! I wanna pass! 45 is the best number! I love 45... ):
8:48:00 PM
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Ah Gabs just reminded me... This morning when Mr Hoi was confirming the people going for the 1-star course in my class, he suddenly blurted out(pretty loudly too), 'So only Sarah and Ryan will not be going for the 1-star course?'
Was hoping nobody realized what he just said, except Deborah since her reaction seemed to be faster than mine... But after a lag time of 5 seconds the whole class started roaring with laughter. And Mr Hoi gave the blur blur look. ...Was it that funny?!
Anyhow, today was a good day. (:
"At the end of the day, when it comes down to it and all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, is all a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to. And once we've chosen the people, we tend to stick close by no matter how much we hurt them. The people who are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. I'm sure sometimes close can be too close but sometimes that invasion of personal space - that can be exactly what you need."
11:55:00 PM
Monday, October 13, 2008
Haha I just went for a short walk and there was this cat(it's not stray... it had a tag!) that kept following me. If I was in the mood I'd have played with it straightaway for the next few hours or something... But I just bathed... ):
So I walked away from it while it followed behind me, around me, rolling everywhere on the floor and making me watch... and before I knew it, it ran right in front of me pretty silently(it's bell didn't ring ):) and I tripped over it. I tripped over a cat!
8:11:00 PM
Saturday, October 11, 2008
My parents won't let me buy a Touch even though I said I'll save up for my own... Unless it's a 16gig, which is more than half the price of a 32gig. But I think if i want to keep something for a long time, a 16gig won't satisfy me. I don't see what's so not worth it about getting a 32gig and using it for the next 3 years. I mean that's what I've been doing with my sister's Ipod Mini. I don't know... I kind of feel like giving it up already haha. What's the use of buying entertainment when I forget things so easily anyway. XD Might as well just stone during every bus trip.
It's hard not to be greedy \: You know, the feeling of having something good enough but you just want something better. I hate that feeling.
Today the Odacers went to Sentosa after a long time(and my first time with them too!). Was fun, good... Wished I could have stayed longer though. But I guess helping out at RDA was more beneficial than getting more burnt in the sun.
My rider at RDA today was Ritchie. I didn't exactly see why he needed the therapy haha. Good posture, good commanding skills, able to receive instructions and carry them out well... That was until he got off the horse and I realized he kinda drags his feet around and he can't walk properly. ): Wish I could make a bigger difference to help him.
10:19:00 PM
Friday, October 10, 2008
Darn Ipod Touch is US$399. Which means it's S$648. So I can die trying to save up and hope that the price would miraculously drop to a lower level til I think it's worth buying... Or I can just give it up. Haha! I shall think about it. Sigh... The evils of the world...
Nonetheless, the saving begins! XD
11:08:00 PM
Tempting
I kinda wanna save up for an Ipod Classic(120GB, $249) or an Ipod Touch(32GB, $399) by next year/next next year. Lol.
How much of your teenage life have you messed up?? [ ] made out with someone before dating [ ] gotten a phone taken away in class [ ] gotten suspended [ ] gotten caught chewing gum [x] gotten caught cheating on a test Total so far: 1 [ ] arrived late to class more than 5 times [x] didn't do homework over 5 times [ ] turned at least 3 projects in late [ ] missed school just because you felt like it [ ] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class Total so far: 2 [ ] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school [x] text people during class [x] passed notes [x] threw stuff across the room [x] laughed at the teacher Total so far: 6 [x] took pictures during school hours [x] called someone during school hours [x] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours Total So Far: 9 [ ] threw something at the teacher [x] went outside the classroom without permission [x] broke the dress code [ ] failed to go to class for lesson [x] ate food during class Total So Far: 12 [ ] gotten a call from school [ ] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly [ ] given a teacher the finger when they werent looking [x] swore during class/school Total so far: 13 [x] forged your parents signature [x] slept in class [x] cursed at your teacher [x] copied homework [ ] got in trouble with the principal/vice principal Total So Far: 17 Overall: 17 Multiply by 3* I'm 51% school gangster.
Darn, was hoping to get below 50%. Anyway, I'm an angel man! :D
Here's a nice song. I'm getting hooked to it. Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting Could it be that we have been this way before? I know you don't think that I am trying I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath Because tonight will be the night That I will fall for you over again Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you's impossible to find You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended I always swore to you I'd never fall apart You always thought that I was stronger I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start
Oh, but hold your breath Because tonight will be the night That I will fall for you over again Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you's impossible to find It's impossible
So breathe in so deep Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap And remember me tonight when you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night That I will fall for you over again Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you's impossible to find
Tonight will be the night That I will fall for you over again Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you's impossible to find You're impossible to find
1:05:00 AM
Sunday, October 05, 2008
Hmmm, was just thinking about an incident two days ago that somewhat managed to piss me off quite a bit. It was about being pangsehed... But I learned a lesson out of it after Alex came along and pissed me off even more... In a good way... Lol...
I know some of us now are feeling a sense of abandonment... but we should just learn to expect the unexpected. It's tough to do that, especially when you can't stop clinging to a group of people or a specific person. But you have to remember that they're not your property, they have their own part of their lives that doesn't consist you...
It's human nature to think more of yourself than of others. That's why you get angry when someone you want to be with leaves you for the time being just to be somewhere else. That's simply being selfish by always wanting them for yourself. And that's also why the people you expect to be with you don't think much about your feelings, because they have their own lives to spend. Besides, there's a chance you yourself would also abandon someone else without even knowing that that gets them hurt. And it's not like as if that group of people/person is everything in your life. What would you do if you realized that the other party doesn't think the same way as you do about how you feel about them?
It's perfectly normal to get ps-ed... It's normal to feel hurt... But there are ways to counter it. Just prepare for it... At least that way your hopes wouldn't plunge down to rock bottom...
11:00:00 PM
Saturday, October 04, 2008
To unaware Odacers: When you feel like you have nothing to do, go and look up at the raintrees in the school carpark. You'll see cool things. (:
Some of us tried to cheat the vending machine in school today, but in the end I think we got cheated. ): See right, sneaky Michelle managed to get a free bottle of drink last time at Orchard so we decided to do it in school. Managed to get 2 bottles of 100 plus for the price of one. Then we tried again but we did it wrongly... And in total, we bought 10 bottles. Haha! Out of which, two of them were mineral water priced at $1 each, what a rip off... But we didn't pay for 2 of the bottles. Owell...We shall try again next time(and succeed), we have a neat idea of getting 3 bottles out at one shot. XD
Today is a special day. Yes. (:
10:23:00 PM
Friday, October 03, 2008
Okay, so Bio was like... So easy... =.=
Everyone seemed to be a lil different today. Nevertheless despite all the little screw ups here and there, I still managed to enjoy myself. Finally went for another Odac dinner... The fun and laughter really cheered me up a lot a lot. (: Bumped into Tang, who was with Ck and another guy... Woah Tang! Haha(guys are super attracted to her!). Yeah that's about it... Don't feel hyper enough today to say any more.
10:58:00 PM
Thursday, October 02, 2008
ALL I'M ASKING FOR IS TO PASS BIO!!!!!!!!!!! (and everything else, but Bio first)
11:53:00 PM
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
I studied 6 hours today! Actually I expected to study a lot more but it's a good start. T.T Okay, so maybe half the day was wasted lol... I can't wait to study the whole day tomorrow. XD