As Joseph sought the Lord, his God,
With all his heart,
God laid on Him a burden he would bear,
Yet not alone.
The Lord was with this holy man
To bring to pass His master plan.
Thru foreign lands,
God walked beside His own.
I'll never leave you,
Never forsake you.
By waters still, in pastures green,
I'll often take you.
But when I break you, so that My name be glorified,
I'll never leave you, Never forsake you.
Though fires and floods would seem to hide His plan for you,
Though trials and afflictions seem to take away your song,
Though you may never understand,
just trust in His upholding hand.
In time you'll learn,
He's been there all along.
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Another church outing at Sentosa yesterday. It was really fun! For the first time, we met up with too many girls and too little guys. We overpowered them! :D
The weather was pretty nice. There was no sun though. I kind of want to get darker, but then again, say NO to skin cancer! Played stuff like ultimate frisbee(and I'm TERRIBLE at catching the frisbee). It was so embarrassing. ): Every time I dropped the frisbee I'd see Joshua's pained look, because he took so much effort to get the frisbee. Haha!
We dunked each other into the sea again. Uhm, STUPID RYAN TAY.
Then we played captains ball and dog and bone and volleyball! The guys took out their shirts for the last game. EYESORE! Haha okay not really larh, but it was no tops(guys) vs tops(girls) lol. We got thrashed so badly.
Camwhored. Tried taking pictures of us lying down on the sand in the form of LTF'07, but kinda failed and ended up looking like dead people.
We found a spit-like thingie and swam to it! Pretty cool. (: I suck at swimming so darn badly.
Went to Cola's today. Watched Waterboys, which is reallyyyy worth watching if you are easily entertained by gay boys. But they're good. Koped songs too! Thanks Cola. (: Cola's dog bathed today. He's extremely HEAVY. I got stepped on countless times and he even sat on me. His ass was on my foot. Bleh.
I'm enjoying my holidays a lot. Then again, it's time for serious business now. 3 days at Kota Tinggi, 5 days at Ltf camp, 9 days at Cambodia. I hope to gain much learning experience. Leading dorm devotion might not be a big thing to most people but truthfully, I'm treating it as something important and big. I'm not the sort that can speak well publicly so I'm not feeling as confident as I should be. At least I know God will be with me. I'd prefer to lead now than later anyway.
Then comes Cambodia. Shucks. Sharing the gospel...Twice. Not really my thing but I'm so excited to visit Cambodia, I'd do anything to help the people there. (: I'll share my experiences when I come back! Haha, long while more though.
Okay, meeting tomorrow. I'll make sure I'm confident after the meeting. God will do the rest.
12:43:00 AM
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Some day, when I’m awfully low, When the world is cold, I will feel a glow just thinking of you, And the way you look tonight
1:06:00 AM
Friday, November 23, 2007
Raina's house is really fun! There's lots of food, DDR so that you can lose all those calories, entertainment from Rai's butt shaking, billions of pirated dvds, crazy Mil and Sher, cluedo! And lots more!
Rai has an alarm system in her house. It was cool. Mil's leg was just going to touch the floor when the first alarm set off... And Raina jumped down half a flight of stairs(and fell) and rushed to the door to turn off the alarm before the cool loud alarm rang. ):
We went to eat prata. Prata for supper rocks. (: Prata for breakfast rocks. (: Prata rocks! We took the long way back home, and Mil stepped on a snail and had a bee chase after her, and she was terrified of a rat that she didn't see.
She stepped on another snail the next day...
We were supposed to stay up the whole night, but I think after a lot of 'fighting' and whatsoever, we succumbed to sleep in the end. Anyway in the morning, there was more jumping and torturous acts. Man, Mil's crazy.
I feel kinda sad. I don't know when's the next time we'll ever meet up again. I don't even know who I'm whining to because 3 of them don't read this blog. Zzz. I miss you guys.
2:50:00 AM
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
A baby's hug
We were the only family with children in the restaurant. I sat Erik in a high chair and noticed everyone was quietly sitting and talking. Suddenly, Erik squealed with glee and said, 'Hi.' He pounded his fat baby hands on the high chair tray. His eyes were crinkled in laughter and his mouth was bared in a toothless grin, as he wriggled and giggled with merriment.
I looked around and saw the source of his merriment. It was a man whose pants were baggy with a zipper at half-mast and his toes poked out of would-be shoes. His shirt was dirty and his hair was uncombed and unwashed. His whiskers were too short to be called a beard and his nose was so varicose it looked like a road map.
We were too far from him to smell, but I was sure he smelled. His hands waved and flapped on loose wrists. 'Hi there, baby; hi there, big boy. I see ya, buster,' the man said to Erik.
My husband and I exchanged looks, 'What do we do?'
Erik continued to laugh and answer, 'Hi.'
Everyone in the restaurant noticed and looked at us and then at the man. The old geezer was creating a nuisance with my beautiful baby. Our meal came and the man began shouting from across the room, 'Do ya patty cake? Do you know peek-a-boo? Hey, look, he knows peek- a-boo.'
Nobody thought the old man was cute. He was obviously drunk.
My husband and I were embarrassed. We ate in silence; all except for Erik, who was running through his repertoire for the admiring skid-row bum, who in turn, reciprocated with his cute comments.
We finally got through the meal and headed for the door. My husband went to pay the check and told me to meet him in the parking lot. The old man sat poised between me and the door. 'Lord, just let me out of here before he speaks to me or Erik,' I prayed. As I drew closer to the man, I turned my back trying to sidestep him and avoid any air he might be breathing. As I did, Erik leaned over my arm, reaching with both arms in a baby's 'pick-me-up' position. Before I could stop him, Erik had propelled himself from my arms to the man.
Suddenly a very old smelly man and a very young baby consummated their love and kinship. Erik in an act of total trust, love, and submission laid his tiny head upon the man's ragged shoulder. The man's eyes closed, and I saw tears hover beneath his lashes. His aged hands full of grime, pain, and hard labor, cradled my baby's bottom and stroked his back. No two beings have ever loved so deeply for so short a time.
I stood awestruck. The old man rocked and cradled Erik in his arms and his eyes opened and set squarely on mine. He said in a firm commanding voice, 'You take care of this baby.'
Somehow I managed, 'I will,' from a throat that contained a stone.
He pried Erik from his chest, lovingly and longingly, as though he were in pain. I received my baby, and the man said, 'God bless you, ma'am, you've given me my Christmas gift.'
I said nothing more than a muttered thanks. With Erik in my arms, I ran for the car. My husband was wondering why I was crying and holding Erik so tightly, and why I was saying, 'My God, my God, forgive me.'
I had just witnessed Christ's love shown through the innocence of a tiny child who saw no sin, who made no judgment; a child who saw a soul, and a mother who saw a suit of clothes. I was a Christian who was blind, holding a child who was not. I felt it was God asking, 'Are you willing to share your son for a moment?' when He shared His for all eternity.
The ragged old man, unwittingly, had reminded me, 'To enter the Kingdom of God, we must become as little children.'
If this has blessed you, please bless others by sending it on. Sometimes, it takes a child to remind us of what is really important. We must always remember who we are, where we came from and, most importantly, how we feel about others. The clothes on your back or the car that you drive or the house that you live in does not define you at all; it is how you treat your fellow man that identifies who you are.
This one is a keeper.
'It is better to be liked for the true you, than to be loved for who people think you are......'
1:22:00 AM
Sunday, November 18, 2007
My new maid
Sarah수영 says (12:15 AM): uhm wad will u do for me if i show u : D kmL. says (12:18 AM): what do u want me to do for you! Sarah수영 says (12:19 AM): nth actually Sarah수영 says (12:19 AM): heh! kmL. says (12:20 AM): haha think of sth i'll do it! Sarah수영 says (12:21 AM): LOL uhm become my maid for 10 yrs =.= kmL. says (12:21 AM): can!
12:21:00 AM
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Meet Printo(my dad named it)
11:50:00 PM
O's are over. I've been watching more movies than usual.
Step Up The Secret Next Transformers Samurai Champloo Scrubs The Game Plan Stardust Fantastic 4-Rise of the Silver Surfer And... Half of POTC3. Haha
Yes I know I'm rather outdated, but at least I've finally watched them! I'm wasting my life away... I'm bored.
12:18:00 AM
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Our original plan of cycling to Upper Pierce failed but in the end we managed to amuse ourselves with other stuff like
-Wasting our precious coins in the arcade on all the fun fun FUN games! -Walking over to the pig's house(she lives nearest to j8 but took forever to go there so we ended up walking over) and watching Step Up! (Channing Tatum and that really hot girl makes the perfect couple!) -Eating Sakae Sushi... There goes my money again... -Baking cookies! We made the most irregular shaped cookies ever seen. -TENNIS. Best thing we did in the day, plus I laughed so much that I had to lie on the floor... Ahwell.... I crave to play again.
Next time, again. Okay? (((((:
12:15:00 AM
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Stardust. Is. Awesome.
7:04:00 PM
Sunday, November 11, 2007
I want to feel happy
I guess the biggest impact laid on me today was what my parents told us in the car. We were on the way home from the airport and they were telling us a little bit of what happened when they were in Indonesia.
There was one part when they visited an orphanage. The kids were there not because their parents died, but because they were abandoned... Quite sad right. Anyway, about 30 kids greeted my parents cheerfully and sang them songs... For the first time I've heard, my mum actually shed tears(haha) and my dad said that he was really touched. They were treated like VIPS by these orphans, and despite being abandoned, their spirits were not dampened but instead they were filled with happiness and warmth.
Before my parents left, the children told them that they would keep them in prayer so as to have a safe journey back home...
My sis then asked my dad a question(concerning a family problem) and my dad replied, 'If these kids can live life happily day by day, then I can too.'
It's a very simple answer... To live life happily day by day. Maybe you'll find that it's obvious we should be doing that. But somewhat everyone always seems to be so sad. Perhaps other people are not living up to their own expectations, perhaps they're not getting what they want. Perhaps, like me, they seem to find that everything they want is not going their way.
I don't know, I can't seem to find my right mood... I've been shunning some people today and it kinda sucks because I don't want to. I couldn't wake up for Sunday School today because I was doing something stupid last night. Something not worth doing to skip church.
Maybe I'll feel better when I see my friends tomorrow.
Oh, I also wanna go to Cambodia to get a different experience. ...At least San's going with me this time...
Hey there Delilah What's it like in New York City? I'm a thousand miles away But girl, tonight you look so pretty Yes you do Times Square can't shine as bright as you I swear it's true
Hey there Delilah Don't you worry about the distance I'm right there if you get lonely Give this song another listen Close your eyes Listen to my voice, it's my disguise I'm by your side
Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me
Hey there Delilah I know times are getting hard But just believe me, girl Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar We'll have it good We'll have the life we knew we would My word is good
Hey there Delilah I've got so much left to say If every simple song I wrote to you Would take your breath away I'd write it all Even more in love with me you'd fall We'd have it all
Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me
A thousand miles seems pretty far But they've got planes and trains and cars I'd walk to you if I had no other way Our friends would all make fun of us and we'll just laugh along because we know That none of them have felt this way Delilah I can promise you That by the time we get through The world will never ever be the same And you're to blame
Hey there Delilah You be good and don't you miss me Two more years and you'll be done with school And I'll be making history like I do You'll know it's all because of you We can do whatever we want to Hey there Delilah here's to you This ones for you
Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me.
Ah. It's sweet.
Went out with the 91ers today. Ate beef noodles(how expected) and then went to the arcade... What a waste of money! But it's such a fun place lah! I totally love that shooting game in that container thingie. We were screaming at the first part because spiders kept crashing into the screen. And I was a total loser at Daytona. I wouldn't have been that far off from the rest if I didn't overturn at the last 5 seconds!!! ): Paiseh. Raina's pro at all these games. How unfair.
Walked over to Wen's really really near condo. She has really tiny poker cards!!! I want... ): And then we went to Bishan Park to rollerblade. We saw the cutest bear-dog ever!!! It was so freaking cute and it attracted everybody's attention haha. It was brown, small, and basically, bear-like! The sky was so nice today. It was really blue with tiny white fluffy clouds. We saw a rainbow too! It was so pretty...
I wish more school people lived in Bishan. But I shall be satisfied! Just need a few people to make my day. :D
Met up with Ry and San for dinner too.(No Wen, not my boyfriend) =.= So much for studying... :D Tomorrow I'll prepare for Chem!
Thanks for the company all of you. (:
12:13:00 AM
Thursday, November 08, 2007
I'm loving it
People take a bus to Macritchie and run there. I run to Macritchie and take a bus back.
I almost died. DIED. First time I ran since 6 months ago. I took 40 minutes to reach Macritchie. Well, that was including crossing two overhead bridges and KINDA getting lost? :P
Went to Sentosa for the first time in.. Probably a year. It was quite fun! Played Frisbee, Monkey, Handball.. And in the sea. I had to change my shirt twice. I WONDER WHY.
Missing out a lot of details but I'm lazy to type them all out. Just thankful for being able to fellowship with these people. Now, this is what I call Lively Teens Fellowship. Just that only a small number of us turned up. ):
I'm aching like crazy. Normally it takes a day for my aches to arrive, but I'm experiencing them already. And I'm loving it. Haven't ached since like training? :D
^_^
11:07:00 PM
Home from the airport! We're safe! It was quite funny in the airport because just when my parents left, my sisters and I headed towards the carpark. Rach started walking towards the window not the sliding door. 0.0 Plus it was so obvious that it was a window! She was the driver by the way.
And then I told Joei that I would sit at the back, so I didn't need to navigate. Then I rushed towards the back seat so that Joei had to sit in front. And my sisters were looking at me like I was crazy because... "Uhm... Sarah.. That's not our car.."
Haiz. I went to bed at 12am but ended up sleeping at 130am.. It's the first time in weeks that I couldn't sleep 5 minutes after I laid in bed. Sucks.
You know, I LOVE THE JAPANESE!!! Went to Youtube to look for the Japanese clip that Mr Loh let us watch during his 'fun stuff' sessions. Go watch!!
First up is the Human tetris. It's a game, hope you'll understand. Second, pranks!!! Quite embarrassing larh the people were naked lol!
I'll look up for more stuff later, but right now, IT'S RUNNING TIME.
7:42:00 AM
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Two more papers left! When I woke up this morning it was raining. What a bummer right. The pavement leading to school had dead-looking earthworms lying on 'em. Sick.
I wanted ice cream today. ): But my own 'clique' abandoned me today haha how sad. Eg, some stupid person by the name of M___A__ wanted to go home and study because O's are not over yet. )):
Anyhow! Cola saved my life. So did a few others(Breakfast gang or whatever). Followed Cola home first and her really really cool Auntie was at home. She was the sort who bought Cola lots of things and (quote)'treat Cola like a 5 year old girl, not 16!' How embarrassingly cute! :D
Caught Macs breakfast just in time, watched The Game Plan! It's funny! But somebody just wouldn't stop calling the movie cheesy and boring. Stupid!
I knocked my head really hard onto a low gate and walked into a pillar at Cathay today. At this rate I'm going to be dumb(Don't say I'm already dumb) by the time I gotta sit for Chem and Bio Paper1.. Aiyoh..
Holidays are not exactly here yet but gosh, today was fun. :D Tired though. Couldn't last a disc of Samurai Champloo. Ahwelll.....
I might just die tomorrow.
8:24:00 PM
Saturday, November 03, 2007
BUY ME A BOX OF ROYCE CHOCOLATES AND I'LL LOVE YOU EVEN MORE!!!
It's only $18+! Hmm but Droste Pastilles are 3 bucks. ZZzzz.