As Joseph sought the Lord, his God,
With all his heart,
God laid on Him a burden he would bear,
Yet not alone.
The Lord was with this holy man
To bring to pass His master plan.
Thru foreign lands,
God walked beside His own.
I'll never leave you,
Never forsake you.
By waters still, in pastures green,
I'll often take you.
But when I break you, so that My name be glorified,
I'll never leave you, Never forsake you.
Though fires and floods would seem to hide His plan for you,
Though trials and afflictions seem to take away your song,
Though you may never understand,
just trust in His upholding hand.
In time you'll learn,
He's been there all along.
Monday, April 30, 2007
An eventful day -- In a strange way
I. Got. Booked. Today. For. The. First. Time. In. My. Nine. Years. Four. Months. Of. Being. In. Mg.
RAWRRRRRRRR!
Someone called me Sheryl today! (Wow, what a surprise) Today my study buddy was Rain-ah! I survived through 2.5 hours of Lit today!
Today was a funny day; in uhm, a not very funny way. Maybe only I found everything amusing. (: Oh man but I'm too lazy to talk about everything.
I wanna watch 200 Pounds of Beauty. ): Or whatever it's called.
There's no school tomorrow!
10:13:00 PM
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Nooooo
"I think it's happier in my pencilbox than in yours. (:" o.o!!!
Fine, take it.
Farewell darling! Take care! xD
7:15:00 AM
Friday, April 27, 2007
I'm quite happy.
But I'm also feeling rather tantalized leh.
So maybe I'm not very happy...
...But I'm feeling happy!
\:
I can't finish the syllabus in time before midyear exams arrive.
11:39:00 PM
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Haha I'm damn suay.
10:20:00 PM
Sunday, April 22, 2007
SAVE YOURSELF SARAH!
EHHH crap I suddenly feel the stress eh oh no midyears are 2 weeks away! HOwhowhowhowhowHOwhowhOwhOWhow!
Must. Mug. Must. Mug. Must. Mug. Must. Mug.
Bye all, I shall make a brave attempt to finally turn off the damned computer EVERY DAY. Hardcore mug.
Priortize.
11:04:00 PM
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Sucky day
I'm annoyed at myself. I don't understand how my running has become so lousy... Not like it was good a few years back, but it's embarrassing to find that I was way faster last time than I am now. I just get so exasperated when non-crossers manage to run faster or as fast as me. Even worse, when people keep throwing compliments at me about my ability to run fast, when it's only because they've got the impression that I am just as fast as I was last time. It's so unfair. ): I guess jealousy's playing a little part here, but... thinking back about the amount of time I put in to train myself to run faster... right now my hard efforts seem to have evaporated away just like that. I want to redo my 2.4km run but I'm afraid of doing so. There's a really high chance of it being a disappointment. I know I'm complaining about something really stupid and redundant, but if you were in my shoes you probably would be feeling the same way as me now. All I'm asking for is an improvement.
4:08:00 PM
Pics from Xnats -from various cams
10:22:00 AM
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Everything really feels so different now.
But... I'm damn happy now so I suppose it ain't gonna bother me. xD
6:00:00 AM
A BIG CONGRATULATIONS TO THE 16 WHO MADE IT TO THE TEAM AND PERFORMED SO WONDERFULLY TODAY!
To the reserves: You all were just as important as the rest. Don't be disheartened ok! God knows the effort you all put in... At least you all made it into the team... Unlike *coughs* some noob. :P
The runners were so good. All 6 Cdiv Mgs girls made it to the top 20. We clinched the championship title!!!! (DUH) I'm damn proud of them. And not to mention the Bdiv girls... I'm so proud of you guys too! Wah lao 4 out of 6 made it to top 20. That's damn good!.... It's awesome!! XD
Don't forget to thank God, who made all of this happen. (: Haha oh yeah, only 7 of us Mg people were left to cheer those who got prizes during the prize giving session. So pathetic right! XD Hope we were loud. Quality over quantity heh.
Today was fab.
12:05:00 AM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
I got cool fish. (y)
My damn fish are annoyingly scary. THEY ...CRASH INTO THE WALLS OF THE GLASS TANK EVERY DAY WITH THIS LOUD 'THUD' SOUND ESPECIALLY WHEN I SUDDENLY STAND NEXT THE TANK. ...THEY SOMEWHAT MANAGE TO SPLASH WATER ON ME. ...THEY SCARE THE HELL OUTTA ME.
Darn... Do I look that ugly?!?!
6:25:00 AM
Friday, April 13, 2007
MY GIRL IS JUST AS GOOD AS HANA KIMI. I'm getting hooked onto Gong Chan. \(^_^)/ He does remind me of Asou from 1Litre of Tears! Ahhhhh~
DongWook+WuChun+RyoNishikido
6:54:00 PM
Thursday, April 12, 2007
I bet we drove lao shi into depression today. It's not like as if we deliberately did it, I think... It does gets me quite sad to see her in this sorry state, but there's nothing I can do about it. Ahwell.
I SAT ON THE 156 NOKIA MUSIC BUS TODAY.I got so excited that I couldn't even fall asleep. Haha. :D Ponning trainings do come in handy huh. I wanna sit on it again! Again!!
--- It gets pretty antagonizing to hear the same 'insult' over and over again. Whenever someone asks me the damn question, I feel like as if a rocket have just plunged straight into my heart, pulverizing it to a bloody mess. Anyhow, if you do ask me about it, I wouldn't blatantly reveal my depression so that you can commiserate with me, but I would just smile and repeat for the millionth time, 'Why not? (:'
Soon enough, I might just need a shoulder to cry on.
4:25:00 PM
Saturday, April 07, 2007
So many things I have to thank God for. Thank God for keeping me emotionally stable so far. Thank God for keeping me close to Him. Thank God for mystudies which are not that terrible yet. Thank God for giving me the perseverance to still push in training even though everything's over in my running career. Thank God for allowing me to bond with my LifeBP friends. Thank God for letting me help others. Thank God for showing me that I'm not useless.
(:
Today was good. Well, every other day was good. Heh.
10:06:00 PM
Whee... Got to see the Lifers today. ((: Well.. Except Sk. x_x I really treasure these people, because I know I'll probably stick to them for quite long. Sigh, that's a discrepancy between church friends and other friends.
I went out for supper with Chris, his friend and Al. Al drank a gulp of super hot tea and spat it out right after that. I thought he vommitted at first! -.- Oh and later coke somewhat managed to come out from my mouth even though I was DRINKING FROM A STRAW. (First time ok!) Chris: So unglam! Me+Al: Since when was I/she glam!
Hahahaha so jacked. I think I'm turning into a guy. Today, Sisterr shouted 'Brudder!' to me when I walked past him and I responded like... Immediately. :P This ain't good.
When we were about to leave, Chris spat ice out onto his tray for no reason. Tsk. Guys are so unglam!! :D :D
Al was gentlemanly enough to accompany me to the bus stop. I also made a new discovery... He only lives 5 minutes away from Serene Centre. Ah, that accounts for his courteous demeanour heh. ;) He reached home about the same time as me. -.- Which was 12am+... Reminded me of the time when we all went out after watchnight service. I REALLY MISS THE HOLIDAYS.
Problems problems problems. An infinite burden.
12:33:00 AM
Friday, April 06, 2007
Over.
Well, looks like I won't be disappointing you anymore. (:
--- To God: From the highest of heights To the depths of the sea Creation's revealing Your majesty From the fragrance of Spring Every creature unique And the song that is sings All exclaiming--
Indescribable, uncontainable You placed the stars in the sky And you know them by name You are amazing, God All powerful, untamable Awestruck, we fall to our knees As we humbly proclaim You are amazing, God
Who has told every lightning bolt Were it should go? Or seen heavenly storehouses Laden with snow? Who imagined the sun And gives source to its light? Yet conceals it to bring us the Coolness of night None can fathom...
1:30:00 PM
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
DJW
I initially thought that this year's DJW was a waste of time. The past two sessions seemed artificial. Students were particularly riveted by the music instead of the words, captivated by the Coldplay tabs which complemented the contemporary songs, enthralled by the flawless skills of the drummer -- These actions, I daresay, epitomize the results of distraction.
Today's session was a whole different story. Sitting in the hall, intently listening to Pastor Seaward giving gruesome descriptions of how He suffered for us; every little detail not missed out, was definitely tortorous. Subsequently, sobs could be heard from every inch of the hall. I'd never thought that three quarters(perhaps more) of the cohort would be touched to tears. When so many people stood up to receive him, including those I'd never expected to stand, tears welled up in my eyes as well. I felt a surge of exuberance, joy, pride. His army was expanding at that very moment. However at the same time, I felt shameful... To think that I didn't bother to reach out to these people really didn't compliment me as a good christian. Hiaz. But really, if you were in the hall too, you would be truly touched. I believe it would be formidable to feel otherwise. It was a breathtaking experience to see God work in Mgs on such a large scale. Rededication of lives, new discoveries of a Creator by some, praise God for making these happen. I would take this event to be a memorable experience, though it didn't last long.
I still pray for many people though, who are still as intrepid as ever and reluctant to surrender to Christ. Hopefully one day they will come to the Lord. (: I really don't know how to explain God's goodness, but I assure you that if you need someone to depend on, He's always there for you... And face it, He has your whole life planned out for you already!
How great is our God, sing with me, how great is our God and all will see how great, how great, is our God.
--- I think I might be visiting the library every day... It does help me to stay away from the computer heh. It's so peaceful too! I have become, a mugger. (As Lz says, libraries are mugger places)
--- SK! DON'T YOU THINK THIS PICTURE IS QUITE AN EYESORE SOMEWHAT.
9:38:00 PM
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Yak yak yak
I forgot to bring my graph paper home. *Smacks forehead*
Yesterday's training was disgusting. The sun was out there to get us dehydrated, agonized, killed. Definitely an indisputable reason to ban training from the insane heat. The government should save us! Hah. Nevertheless, Izati came in prepared this time. I'm going to vote her prefect thanks to her sunblock. (:
I'M NOT TRAINING WITH Y'ALL ON THURSDAY. It's ok, you all will survive. (;
April fool's day was on Sunday, and so was my dad's birthday. We got him a yellow tie with coffeebeans on it. XD Haha okay, my sisters chose it when I wasn't with them.
Bev and a few other classmates pranked MsT yesterday and they got her good. Should have videotaped it. Iris and Huierh jacked her too on Sunday with an equally humourous prank. Love it when MsT gets conned.
It's only Tuesday. I'm desperate for the weekend to arrive. Then again, maybe not because my precious weekends which once made me feel so insouciant are gradually becoming preoccupied with...*Sigh*...chapel practices, homework, studying... Anyway, I need to undergo stress. I realised(again) that the Mid-year exams will include last year's syllabus as well this year's, and well... I haven't exactly started revising yet. Procrastination is palpably still my best friend.
I wonder when MrQ will announce the team runners. That day will probably cause my millionth breakdown, though I should be rather prepared for the day to come already. I'm curious to know who's in.
That's enough gibbering, for now. Time to sleep.
10:14:00 PM
Monday, April 02, 2007
Ltf camp 2006
Ahh the memories. But my stupid photoshop keeps hanging. So out of 600+ pictures... I Only managed to edit some. -_- Gotta save some time to watch the messages too. Heh.