Yet I still managed to get persuaded by someone to go for Ltf games day.
Hiaz... Don't feel like blogging. Anyhow, just wanted to announce that the Innocent Boys exhibited a fabulous performance today. They were good. Unique and stupendous I must say!
They were good.
I'm feeling this little something that I haven't felt for ages.
I dread it.
It frustrates me.
11:40:00 PM
JIAJIA FOR YOU.
7:29:00 PM
Disillusioned
*Screams*
I am resolved to wait at the Macritchie busstop this Saturday after training until I catch that bus!
Haha nah just kidding(really).
I baked brownies with Joei and LiHao today. (: They were yummy and fudgy. Bet it'll be damn scrumptious with an extra layer of Philedelphia(sp?) cheese on top. Gosh, I need to bake with Mil pretty soon. ):
I wanna be a reserve quite badly, since I can't make it into the team. I don't want my 4 years of running to go to waste just because my mind is being manipulated by all sorts of discouraging thoughts and who knows what else. I just don't think I'm up to his standard yet when I'm not even up to my own standard. I'm starting to fall away...
I'm sick and tired of Chem, but I'm only halfway through. Tests kinda suck now. ):
I feel very lost.
10:59:00 PM
Look at my feet!
Lol sorry maybe this isn't a very nice sight, BUT LOOOOOK! MY TAN LINES ARE MORE PROMINENT THAN EVER! Good thing I wore the running jersey today. (:
I really don't wanna do my jian bao.
7:32:00 PM
Oh yeah, I'm proud of my team too. (: We managed to clinch 3rd placing for Benchball even though people like ME had to be involved in the game. Sorry guys, I messed up a lot. Haha but I thought it was fun. Embarrassingly, I have to admit that even training felt good. GOOD. Not even an okay, but GOOD.
I edited the class pic!
I'd say, chapel practice was productive today too. Praise the Lord, hope we'll touch people's hearts tomorrow.
Homework timeee~ Screw Chemistry and Chinese.
8:19:00 PM
Because I don't wanna do my homework.
Photos from 2-4 years ago! Well, only a bit.
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8:03:00 PM
UGH
Because of the games, I have to train at 4.30pm tomorrow.
Because of chapel, I need to practise the songs and my Sunday is GONE.
Because of the need to practise playing the songs, I needed to take out my guitar.
Because I had to play the guitar, my fingers are hurting like crap now.
Because the last string snapped, I can't practise properly now. And the other strings are full of rust.
Annoyed annoyed.
I don't have the enthusiasm to play for chapel now. Sorry God.
I need to be happy.
I watched Death Note today! Borrowed from Awai. (: But the dvd is pirated, so the subtitles are kinda rather... Wrong. xD
Because my Saturday and Sunday is gonna be taken up, I need to finish my school homework now. x(
10:54:00 PM
-.-
I come to the library for good intentions ok! :D (8-)
Anyway met Growlie too. At that point my brain was already fully saturated so I didn't study anymore. Then we walked back home all the way from j8, for the fun of it.
Should I continue studying now? xD Gosh this computer sure is distracting.
7:36:00 PM
I'll be grateful and happy for whatever he does to me.
And my family.
8:59:00 PM
Just that I ain't used to sleeping earlier now.
10:45:00 PM
I've been thinking a lot lately. That's why I've been blogging a lot lately too. Haha, I daresay, this post might just come in handy if you need to turn in soon.
I did my own self run today(: On a Saturday morning! I ran from my house to that other playground, sat on the swing, and ran back. xD Anyhow, after the run I went to the playground near my house and just collapsed at the end of the slide. The cool breeze and serene environment forced me to relax, so I laid there for 10 minutes, indulging in reminiscence. ... THE PLAYGROUND USED TO BE SO MUCH MORE FUN! Lol. Now there's no more sand, no more SWINGS, shorter slides etcetc. I miss freeze and melt ): And catching grasshoppers for my praying mantis! The games we played at each other's houses... Aiyoh. It's a pity we're big kids now.
-RANDOM STUFF-
The new arcade at the top level of j8 sucks. ): No Air Hockey, no Foosball, NO STARWARS PODRACER! They have just lost a good customer. )':
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Anyhow I returned home, dropping leaves around the house unintentionally(The slide I sat on was full of small leaves), bathed then followed my parents to Carrefour. You know, I never realised that the Carrefour logo had the letter 'C' in it lol. Really I never realised!
I started thinking a hell lot again. I was walking circles around each section inside the supermarket but was unaware of it hahah.
As many times as I have tried to convince myself not to give up in running and yet have failed... I will still try and try again. Because ChrisFang (quote)'cant stand people who give up'. T.T I admit I don't exactly like running now, but I used to like it last time. I think I don't enjoy it now because I'm having the mindset that I can't improve at all. So... I will try to be oblivious to that lah and keep pushing. (: Ahwell. Thanks to those who have been encouraging me(: Mg Xsies, Chrisf, Tz etc. It means lots to me.
School's returning. Oh the horror(s). I'm pretty confident I'll drop to Clb upon receiving my O level Chinese results in... whichever month.
I THINK I SHOULD BE MORE OPTIMISTIC.
Hahah I'm going to have my beauty sleep now. Gotta start sleeping earlier! All the best to those who uhm, haven't exactly completed that homework yet. 8-D
And again, praise God. It really feels good to know that there's someone backing you up when you feel like you're falling.
11:33:00 PM
OH NO!
*Weep*
Since today(or rather, yesterday 16th March) or uhm, a few hours ago I didn't produce a good run... I'm going to be an angel and do my self run later! Hope I don't get lost in the neighbourhood. Nevermind lah get lost can call up my trustworthy neighbours hahah. Say like Kml for example, who will be swimming away in RI while I sms him and wait for him to save me from despair if I get lost. (y)
Then again, I could always set my path towards Serangoon Gardens and rent a few dvds back. Hah.
This shall be the last post in a long time that I can publish at this time. *Sobs*
I feel like I'm at a funeral. 0.0
It's homework day tomorrow. HOW TO FINISH MY CHINESE AH. AND ENGLISH. And uh, every other half done homework. Haheehehho die die.
2:15:00 AM
I became Raina for 20 seconds!
More than fine actually. Hah. (: The MgCdiv team came in third place at first, but we found out that... IT WAS A MISTAKE! Mg came in first, beating SSS by a mere 2 points! Good job. ^^
We were doing our half an hour self run while cheering on the ACJC and RJC girls. Some girl suddenly collapsed and started rolling on the ground halfway, clutching her stomach in pain. Guess who helped her up?
Yours truly. Haha. Fine and Mil too.
We were all arguing during prize presentation because nobody wanted to collect Raina's trophy. So we oyahbeyasomed(Sorry dunno how to spell) and blah blah blah to see who had to go up. Anyway to cut the story short... Mil ended up being the LOSER but she DENIED IT! :D Then Sher just had to go 'Ok ok open numbers!!!'
Then I kena -.- Right so I took Raina's Adidas jersey and pulled out the tag slowly when Sher went, 'hurry hurry you need to go up soon!' Then suddenly they announced Raina's name! I was halfway wearing Raina's shirt over mine when I stood up hahah. Everyone was shouting, 'GO RAINA!!!' and all... ^^ I became Raina!
My juniors will remember TIMOTHY TAN'S name forever because he TOOK THEIR MICROWAVE OVEN! xD (lucky draw)
We went out for dinner! Dunno who's smart idea to take the free chartered Clementi bus to the bus stop. Wasted so much time. Barely anybody wanted to go to Vivo [):] so we ended up walking around 6th Avenue, and finally to Coronation Plaza to eat at the restaurant. Haha the old man working in the restaurant suddenly came up to us and pointed to Julia's shirt. Then he was like 'Hao ma zai na li?!' We were all like 'huh' and everything, then we realised that HE WANTED OUR JERSEY NUMBERS FOR TOTO! Lol!! And he saw my jersey number as 12!!! He was like saying to me and pointing to the number, 'wo xi huan zhe ge hao ma'. Then I told him it was 72. -.-
Ah had great fun. (: Made too much noise though. Headed back home without a game of heart attack. ):
I shall stay up all night now... To study? ;)
10:24:00 PM
If only it was still Nov06 - Dec06.
If only it was still Nov06 - Dec06.
Everything has changed ever since.
10:21:00 PM
Most MgXctry people only know how to complain, think of themselves, and not even be grateful to those who are helping them.
Selfish Irresponsible @^!#%^&%#. I feel so ashamed to be an MgXsie now.
Gosh.
7:25:00 PM
I like the hols. I blog. (:
SO, what exactly have I been doing yesterday?? xD
1. Study for 2 hours
2. Watch Hana Kimi
3. Scan Fahrenheit cards into the Com
4. Edit Fahrenheit/Hana Kimi photos/WuZun on photoshop
5. Laugh with my sis at the 100+ screenshots she took from Hana Kimi(I got her into the craze too)
6. Admire WuZun
7. Make new blogskin
Slept at 5am and woke up at 11am. I'm rather awed at my own ability to sleep for less than 8 hours during hols! Haha, good thing my craze over stuff kinda evaporates away after some time.
Oh yes, about my sis and her screenshots...
They almost..... ! >=(
This whole scene was HILARIOUS!
Notice NanXueZhang holding Julia's hand?! That spelt out D-A-N-G-E-R! :D
LOL XiuYi's whole face pressed against the glass pane, when he saw...
...Julia! o_O
Now what is this yellow monkey trying to do. Heh.
Drunkard!
XiuYi sticking out his tongue!
WHEN THEY'RE ADULTS! LOL
So sweet. (((:
That's all, for now
I need to hardcore study for the next 3 days.
Homework list
1. 200+ Geog MCQ questions on Population Studies
2. Do all learnt chapters for Chem TYS
3. Amath TYS Page 94: Qn 5, 6, 7 Page 101: Qn 11, 12
4. English heritage essay (In which I have no idea on what to write)
5. Geog TYS Page18(15) Qn 22
6. Chem air and water assignment
7. Chinese WS#5
8. Chinese holiday homework ws
Homework list
1. 200+ Geog MCQ questions on Population Studies
2. Do all learnt chapters for Chem TYS
3. Amath TYS Page 94: Qn 5, 6, 7 Page 101: Qn 11, 12
4. English heritage essay (In which I have no idea on what to write)
5. Geog TYS Page18(15) Qn 22
6. Chem air and water assignment
7. Chinese WS#5
8. Chinese holiday homework ws
I hope that's all! But I know I won't be able to finish Haha. The homework list was just for my own reference only by the way.
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Oh yeah, you know what. I found out I have a brother. I was damnn shocked when my mum told me please! He's just overseas and he hasn't come back since I was young. When my mum told me that, I tried recalling and I REMEMBERED MY BRO'S FACE!
Then I woke up again! WHAT THE HELL. I must really be wanting a brother. ):
Okay, I shall go now bye!
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Oh yeah, you know what. I found out I have a brother. I was damnn shocked when my mum told me please! He's just overseas and he hasn't come back since I was young. When my mum told me that, I tried recalling and I REMEMBERED MY BRO'S FACE!
And then I woke up. Was so pissed. -.-
And then I went back to sleep lol. This time I dreamed that I had a brother who died. IT FELT SO REAL OK!!!! I was sooo freaking sad.
And then I went back to sleep lol. This time I dreamed that I had a brother who died. IT FELT SO REAL OK!!!! I was sooo freaking sad.
Then I woke up again! WHAT THE HELL. I must really be wanting a brother. ):
Okay, I shall go now bye!
12:08:00 PM
Hiaz and training... I'm sick of turf city. I'm sick of running. I didn't even bother to complain about training today just before we started... wOw. Today was one of those really bad trainings too...
Don't feel like ranting about it.
He was quite understanding though.
I'm feeling quite dependant on someone to cheer me up now hah.
2:06:00 AM
The sermon today was something like spreading the gospel to non-christians. I didn't realise that only 10% of the world were christians... And at that point of time, I felt so useless. My own friends aren't believers of Christ and I'm not doing anything. On second thought, I'm even drifting apart from some of them... Such depressing news. ):
Don't really know what to do now... Haiyoo. These few days I've also been facing many trials... Guess it's time to focus on the right thing and apply Ltf's lessons into my life now haha. ... Gosh, I should be doing that all the time. -.-
This one week holiday actually doesn't sound relaxing. Piles of homework. Piles. But I love waking up late and sleeping late. Not to mention those abnormal hours in which I wake up at. Just that now instead of glueing my fingers to the keyboard til 6am... I gotta glue my hand to my pen and finish up those dreadful TYS questions.
There are so many things I really feel like giving up in. My biggest downfall for running this year... Interhouse Cross was really a disappointment. Talking to the coach made it worse... I bet for this year's Nats, half the Bdiv runners will be replaced by Cdiv runners. I don't blame the coach, no. In fact, I'm not ready to give up yet because he hasn't given up in me yet. This time I'm really looking away from all his naggings and scoldings. Heh. Seeing that he's still trying to solve my unlimited problems, I'm starting to think that he's quite a concerned coach after all. xD Though, there's only a very slight chance that I'll make it into the team... Well less than a very slight chance.
Two months to Midyears. At least I know I'm not the only one suffering here. :P
Studies.
Running.
Studies.
Running.
God.
I shouldn't worry too much. Anyway I'm done typing out my current thoughts lol. What a bore.
Praise God for everything.
12:25:00 AM
Thank You Lord
Now... I think I want it quite badly. So.... Go for it? I'll do my best. I promise.
9:09:00 PM
Damn screwed up.
5:31:00 PM
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10:03:00 PM
Nevermind today was quite an unusual day. Had a mixture of good and bad stuff happening. Zzzzz....
Like.... Captains Ball! Wanted to play Bball quite badly but practically nobody wanted to play... Ok I think only Jess and I wanted to play lol. Nevermind Cap'nsball was surprisingly fun, because everyone really seemed to have a chance to grab the ball. Hahaa.
Then came... the earthquake tremor!!! My table and chair were shaking slightly. So I looked to my left, and I saw Maryann writing furiously on her paper. I thought she was the one shaking my table. xD Then I stoned for a while and felt my chair shaking, and assumed that Cher was erasing something furiously behind me in which was the reason why my chair kept shaking. (I thought my chair was in contact with her table also) Haha and then we realised the GROUND WAS SHAKING and we all freaked out. Ah well my mum told me there was some earthquake tremor and even some buildings were evacuated!!! Cool : D
The jersey and jacket problem would probably be the reason why I'm going to wake up with an extra bunch of white hair growing on my head tomorrow.
My parent's 25th anniversary today! We had dinner at ShangriLa Hotel. The buffet price is absolutely ridiculous. The food wasn't even THAT great. Ooh but it was rather good lah. (: Better be... for the price we had to pay. Man... Totally enjoyed the smoked salmon... Sashimi... Sushi.. Beef.. Lamb.. Satay.. etcetc. There was some dessert which was SO SO SO SO SO GOOOOOD. SOOO GOOOOOOOOOOOD! ^^ It's like really rich chocolate which appears solid at the bottom of this small cup, with frothy malted stuff covering the top. And when you eat the chocolate, it melts in your mouth immediately... So goooood....
Hah anyhow. Gonna watch Hana Kimi on dvd with my sis tomorrow! Wheee.
It's dissect-THE-eye-day tomorrow too. And the stupid Career fair at Acsi which almost my whole class signed up for. And stupid me went to sign up too because I thought the whole level would probably go. Like, majority of the people going are from my class? Haha I think.
We'll be going back to Queensway too. For the 4th time I think. And tomorrow definitely ain't gonna be our last visit there. Probably have to go there another 2-3 times. GOODNESSS. Almost cancelled my jersey order. Not so keen on it anymore... Since it's only black and white. Stupid shops. All no size.
I'm tired.
10:12:00 PM
Haha I'm HanaKimiCRAZAYE! Whee..
Anyhow. That's distracting me from doing my work. Somehow I think I'm not going to like the end of this year. The reasons... I'll keep these to myself haha.
G'night.
10:16:00 PM
I think Beng should work in the Mgs Bookshop. Then he can
1. make friends with all the other bengs who work there,
2. stay away from the 'lians' in poly,
3. work with a whole load of mgs shirts just behind him,
4. ogle at the NON-LIAN girls.
((: Maybe I'll even get more discount from buying stuff there!!! Haha.
4:16:00 PM