As Joseph sought the Lord, his God,
With all his heart,
God laid on Him a burden he would bear,
Yet not alone.
The Lord was with this holy man
To bring to pass His master plan.
Thru foreign lands,
God walked beside His own.
I'll never leave you,
Never forsake you.
By waters still, in pastures green,
I'll often take you.
But when I break you, so that My name be glorified,
I'll never leave you, Never forsake you.
Though fires and floods would seem to hide His plan for you,
Though trials and afflictions seem to take away your song,
Though you may never understand,
just trust in His upholding hand.
In time you'll learn,
He's been there all along.
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Lol so anyway, last night I was going to sleep when I saw this freaking big cockroach in my room. Being in distress, I shouted at my maid and asked her to terminate it. Guess how she did it?! She used a vacuum cleaner! XD After she assumed it was sucked into the vacuum cleaner, she pointed like... that tube thingie RIGHT AT MY BED WHERE I WAS SITTING ON. And she started laughing away... -.- If the cockroach was like partially sucked up only and actually managed to jump into my bed, I WOULD HAVE CHANGED THE BEDSHEETS BEFORE BEING ABLE TO SLEEP IN PEACE + I probably would have gotten nightmares too.
Then my maid went, "Actually last night I see cockroach there. *points to the top of my cupboard* But I lazy, then Sarah turn off the light and go to sleep. Sarah didn't see the cockroach. Hahaha."
!!!
Trained today again. I was the third mg person to reach Macritchie and I thought no one else was going to come! Anyway workout pretty much sucked as usual. Deproved. Dunno why my quads always feel so strained. My strides are tiny.
I went to j8 today because I was so hungry. THEY HAVE SUBWAY AT J8 NOW! o.o Then I walked into the Bishan library. Eh quite nice! Whee I'm starting to like Bishan more. Went to study at the Macs at the bus interchange and eat breakfast. (y)
I need to do something to relief stress before I continue squishing SS into my brain. (Or, what brain?)
11 days left. Yes!
3:02:00 PM
Friday, September 29, 2006
Damn I think I got such a sad life \:
8:17:00 PM
Thursday, September 28, 2006
I don't know if I'm stressed or not! I have finally come to the realisation that I am totally lost for 2 topics of chem and like... ARGH! They're quite important too.. sobs )': So now in order not to panic so much, I'm blogging. And sticking star stickers randomly everywhere.
Gosh, I need good memories to make myself feel happy.
Hmm... PE today! Handball + Basketball + Benchball. Fun fun. (: Was playing against Mil's group for all three games so you could guess how much entertainment I was having.
Handball: Jo accidentally threw the ball onto Mil's head and it bounced like skyhigh. Bouncy, Mil's head must be full of air. (: MissS was some crazy teacher who sounds like a dinosour in my opinion. Nevermind she's fun. Yay my team lost by a point too. Heh. And omgness I think Mary is some pro goalie who can really tahan pain when the ball hits her...there. Seriously Solid Shit Sia. (y)
Basketball: Mil was entertaining me with her attempts to shoot a hoop. You gotta watch her HAHA! I tell you, basketball was almost as tiring as training yet (sadly) twice as fun -_- Damn I love that game haha. The game ended up in some chaotic mess though, cause Jess joined, then Mil, then... a whole bunch of 3T... o.o Good thing we were going to start on benchball, or I might have gotten pissed.
Benchball: MrsC was damn funny I dunno why. She was some super enthu person who wanted to step off the bench so I would fly off. -_- I joined 3O in the game instead and it felt SO weird. Lol but it benefitted me because the team which lost had to carry the benches back. The 3T team lost the second game harhar so in the end I kind of jacked myself by cheering for 3T throughout the game. Nevermind!
Whee ok I can't think of anything else that happened today. Half an hour left to study before I go back to sleep. (Yes Mil, no more hiatus man I cannot make it ):)
1:53:00 AM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
How unfit can I get?!
Thanks to physio I fell alseep at like 8pm. Hardcore now. Damn. Unearthly hour I say... -.-
1 chapt of Geog, 1 chapt of Bio, and school homework left to go. 3 hours.
Sarah can do it!
2:47:00 AM
Monday, September 25, 2006
Slowly....
Ok, so today's workout was 8km. I had usual problems like inevitable killer stitches, some random blister on my foot, extremely tight quads which wouldn't let me extend my strides...
Surprisingly, the aftermath of the run felt good because I felt really satisfied though I produced some kinda crap timing. Yay.
Now I must really concentrate on my studying before it screws up even more...
6:30:00 PM
Sunday, September 24, 2006
I don't really have the drive to study hard for eoys already -.- But I want to do well! Eeks ):
6:51:00 PM
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Pure Bliss and Pitiful Sorrow;
My emotions visited both extremes today. Byway-ofthecross would explain the former.
Yet now, I still feel odd. \: Something's missing.
11:47:00 PM
kaboom
I don't know what happened to me today but I seriously felt like shit during today's measely run. Wasn't good at all. I even stopped running twice to reduce the dizzyness. Then I made such an idiotic mistake by crashing into the barrier where MrQ, MrK and some other teacher was standing. And like, I couldn't even process what I was doing... Just immediately leaned my head against the barrier and closed my eyes... Until I was forced to walk around... I don't even know why I was like that but I felt pretty weak and my head was throbbing so badly. Disappointment just engulfed the rest of my feelings and I couldn't help but let go of some tears...
Damnit. Emo.
I even was emo while writing MrN's card in the 156 today, and like I can't even remember what I wrote in there already. \:
I came home from training still feeling partially weak. I was so filled with fatigue so I went to take a short nap after lunch. I couldn't sleep. Sigh.
Whatever, I'll make sure I'll cheer myself up tonight because there is no use being sad.
The earlier months this year where teachers praised my class for being attentive during lessons are totally in contrast with what's happening now. It's so hard to concentrate in class. Disruptions occur every few minutes. From my very own classmates.
I believe it's stress.
And again, I can't remember what happened during the past week, just MrL showing us a diagram of faeces -.- (how to tell you're healthy from your faeces). Like, err... Right.
Dear God, surround me as I speak, The bridges that I walk across are weak Frustrations fill the void that I can't solely bear Dear God, don't let me fall apart,you've held me close to you I have turned away and searched for answers I can't understand They say that I can move the mountains And send them crashing into the sea They say that I can walk on water If I would follow and believe with faith like a child Sometimes, when I feel miles away and my eyes can't see your face I wonder if I've grown to lose the recklessness I walked in light of you They say that I can move the mountains And send them crashing into the sea They say that I can walk on water If I would follow and believe with faith like a child They say that love can heal the broken They say that hope can make you see They say that faith can find a Saviour If you would follow and believe with faith like a child
4:54:00 PM
Sunday, September 17, 2006
8-|
Knowing that I will definitely succumb to the temptation of blogging, I have sacrificed some of my nerd time to blog to my satisfaction before I continue with Heymath(which apparently is really hard). (: Anyway, the next time I blog should be after a 1 week hiatus.
Thursday I went to make my IC! Made my dad bring me to that place hurhur. He jacked himself like twice. First, he used up two parking coupons when he could have just used one and secondly, he BUMPED REAL HARD INTO THIS LADY when he was halfway talking to me! :D I laughed so crazily until my dad started laughing sheepishly from embarrassment. Actually, I knew they were gonna bump into each other, just that I was in a daze and couldn't warn my dad in time. (: Oh yeah, but she was holding a clipboard in front of her. Sadly, I started jacking myself after that because when I was making my IC, the lady told me to stick out my right hand, and obviously I stuck out my left. Then she asked me for my handphone number and I replied "966....." after 10 seconds. Then I realised that I was saying out my mum's handphone number not mine. -_-'
I was supposed to chiong home to study. Instead, I followed my dad to Funan, bought a new computer screen, and went to some other mall so that my dad could buy his new computer. I expected to leave in at least half an hour, but we ended staying there for like a zillion years. I was pretty grumpy but my mum bought me new speakers and earphones for my birthday present. (:
Friday I think that I studied the whole day?! (:
Saturday Training! Mil and I FINALLY ran out of the grass patch. However, it was one of the very rare times where music I liked was being played argh. Though, we were only allowed to run at the Boy's Route. Pathetic, but way better than where we were for the previous months. It felt good and bad. Well, bad because it showed how much I have deproved since the last time I ran 8km, and I also felt that it wasn't very worth it coming to Macritchie just to run a mere 30 minutes. Sigh. ): Anyway, like what Tz mentioned on his blog, its a good thing I had a companion to run with, or I wouldn't have made it out of the forest alive... \: Since I have cut down trainings to Mondays and Saturdays until exams are over, I'm going to force myself to run around my neighbourhood every Thusdays. (y)
Was studying at home when I received this phone call surprisingly from Ww. Turned out that he sincerely offered to drop by my place to pass me my birthday present. HAHA. Ah yes he jacked himself quite a few a lot of times. But I shall not be so mean as to post it here, since he was NICE enough to meet me at my house bus stop to pass me my present from him and Lc.
Then study study study study.... (My life is suddenly so much more boring than usual)
Sunday Church! I was freaking cold from the night before until after service. Ooh Al wanted to give my 5 bucks for my birthday present, which I profusely refused. In the end during announcements, we kept passing this piece of extremely folded 5 dollar note until it had small tears down the creased lines(And I just noticed them a few minutes ago lol). Had Sunday lunch in church, which I managed to get free tickets for the past 2 sessions, :D then went home to study AGAIN.
Hmm, I know I had lots more to blog about. Damn. Don't seem to remember anything in school. Now it seems so short. \: Heh heh time to do Laura's quiz!
Skin colour: Not very dark, but A HUGE IMPROVEMENT FROM PRIMARY SCHOOL! Hair colour: Black, white, a little brownish, and I know I got a streak of reddish brown somewhere, I used to have one silver strand which someone plucked out too... Eye colour: I dunno leh. -.- Clothes colour: Uh blue white black. Wardrobe colour: Light brown. Seven memorable things this month - September: 1) MrL's crazy lessons + spastic and animated actions (his superman and ultraman joke!) 2) Bbq with neighbours where we all went emo at the rooftop (AND the chocolate fondue) 3) Eating at that Turkish restaurant for my birthday with my family 4) Harhar when I went to make my IC. 5) The chinese exam was memorable in a horrifically disastrous way... 6) MrN coming back 7) Hopefully 23rd Sept will be memorable. Six people you talked face to face this week: 1) Mil 2) Ww 3) Mom 4) Lou 5) Mak 6) Ahmama Five things you bought recently: 1) Bubble tea 2) KFC 3) Hot dog 4) Laksa 5) Chocolate Heh all food. Four people you saw today: 1) my sisterr(Tim Loe)(: 2) San 3) Luther 4) Sk and a whole lot of other people... Three people you want to talk to now but can't: 1) Someone 2) Someone 3) Someone Two things on your mind now: 1) Geog 2) Heymath 8- Lastly, you need to tag(your age) people to do this quiz --- 15. Uh. Whoever wants to do this just do.
Darn I just remembered there's level chapel tomorrow and we're playing. 0 practises. It'll be a miracle if we do fine, hopefully everyone's prepared for our unprepared worship. Hmm come to think of it, I haven't practised as an individual either haha. I can't remember the songs... Better check it out now before I get screwed tomorrow.
I'm dissecting a pig's heart tomorrow. (:
Oh yeah, happy birthday Tz! you have survived 15 years without getting pinched on your cheeks by your VERY NAUGHTEEEE sister! (:
7:28:00 PM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Spasm
PE is going to be fun for the rest of the weeks. Volleyball! Besides, MrK ain't my teacher now, and MrsC always lets us play games. (: But you know what... As I am typing now, my arms wouldn't stop shaking. Damn thats how weak my arms are. -_- They have spasm!
I have decided not to train on Thursdays anymore since I'm supposed to be a hardcore mugger AND I feel like I'm crippled. The mugger is in the house! Which also means I might take a hiatus from blogging too. Hah. Let's see how many days I can resist blogging. So far, the record I have kept is...One day. That should be easy so break! I think...
A Math E Math Bio Chem Geog SS Lit Chinese English.
I can do this! (y)
5:15:00 PM
Monday, September 11, 2006
Wth. I got so freaking pissed with laoshi that I complained to so many people about her. I was so angry that I had enough energy to rant to Ahmama during the run and still managed to run faster than what I usually do. I was so angry that I even complained to MrQ about it. I was so angry that I wanted to run another 20 minutes for no reason. But, I think I'm not very angry anymore, because like what Ahmama said, it doesn't sound like a reason that's proper enough to get angry with.
]:
OK. I shall not be angry now. I think I'm just rather screwed?
Studies are ranked second in my priorties now. Of course, God's still first. Gotta study now. Chase me off the com if you see me online for more than an hour each day.
6:47:00 PM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
alive!
Haha yesterday my family went to Auntie Fan's birthday celebration at some Jade restaurant or whatever. Half the food were seafood and I like, wasn't a very great fan of the food that they served. And I was wondering why this restaurant had so much seafood and I looked at the packaging of the toothpick and it said "Jade Seafood Restaurant".
.....
My sis drank like 7 glasses of wine, and my dad? ERM I bet twice the amount. He was being damn stubborn after the celebration.
"Alan, are you sure you can drive? I think KerChuan should drive your family back..." "NO, no... I'm alright! *Waves hand*" "No. NO. You cannot drive. It's not safe, I'm scared! KerChuan should drive." "I'm alright!!!"
Such a show off. Ok that happened from the time we left the restaurant to the time we reached the carpark. In the end, my dad took the wheel. I mean, he's really DAMN stubborn. Couldn't even walk in a straight line. Zzz. Tipsy. And he kept waving people away when they offered to drive us back. And then my mum was saying something like the more we argue with him, the more stubborn he'll get and he'll drive faster. \:
But our death ride ended up quite amusing. My dad's pronunciation was worse than mine. The 's' letter in his words disappeared haha. "Nono, it very eay to ditribute"
And then every time when my sis and mom talked, he would add in this occasional random "haha" which he never really says. Ooh the best part, I could make fun of him without him making fun of me back! :D:D Somewhat he wouldn't reply my comments like he usually does. HEHE
Owell, at least my dad will never get drunk. Hiaz, and I don't have a lift to church today.
8:25:00 AM
Saturday, September 09, 2006
He's back.
22 days left
10:50:00 AM
Friday, September 08, 2006
Spoilt.
I think I have been eating too much unhealthy food these days.
Haha to my parents, it's my birthday week, so they have spoilt me terribly for three meals AND counting, because apparently they wanna bring me to Kenny Rogers on Sunday. (: Yeah anyway I had this Turkish dinner on Wednesday and the food was absolutely delicious. I still remember how amused I got after I saw how they cut the meat -- They hung this huge piece of meat up and chipped small pieces of meat off it hahah. Anyway the taste of Turkish delights will be etched in my mind for quite some time...Boy it was really good! (:
I went to cut my hair today. It's been about 2 months since I last cut my hair and it was looking like a lion's overgrown mane. Woke up at this unearthly hour of 7.40am. Mind you, it's a school holiday and I didn't have extra lessons today. ): Yeah the reason why I woke up so early was because I was going to follow my mum to work today so that she could bring me to the hairdresser's near her office. I brought this book along, thinking that I would engross myself into reading again, since I lose interest in reading quite fast. But guess what? I fell asleep. Haha. Though, I could hear my mum's secretary laughing at me when she saw me asleep... ...
My mum woke me up after I really fell into a deep sleep, then she brought me to the hairdresser's. She requested for her favourite hairdresser but he wasn't in yet at the moment. Ok anyway, this female went to wash my hair, and she took CENTURIES to blow dry my hair. Its like, that Lawrence person arrived later(my mum's requested guy) and was like waiting for her to finish blow drying my hair. Then I think he kinda gave up after 10 minutes of waiting, because she only finished drying like less than one side of my hair. So he walked over, blew dry the whole left side of my hair in 5 minutes. Then he went back to his chair and waited. Like, after another 7 or 8 minutes, the lady finally finished drying my hair. -_-' Harhar this Lawrence guy was like an old gangster-like punk. And he was pretty rough. ):
I took my IC photo already! It better get accepted because I don't want to bother to take another picture. Now, who wants to go with me to apply for my card... ):
Ooh today we had hot plate for dinner! Gosh the food was good. Fried rice with crab, a large humongouiojads fat sausage, portobello mushrooms, uber crispy fishfingers, 4 tiny pieces of beef that cost like 20 bucks. My dad was super happy about his beef... Saying that today was his first time cooking a 5-star beef... -.-' I think my dad is weird... o.o But he's the best dad ever. I was being super spoilt again. Like, my dad wouldn't let me get out of my seat because it was my birthday week HAHA.(: Even my sis offered to pour rootbeer into my glass each time. Sheesh. I had 3 scoops of tiramisu ice cream too. ^^ Yah I think I overate.
Ahahah I'm almost done with Devil Beside You! The show is really damn sad so far. I mean I guess the last episode would be a happy episode or something, but I have watched everything except the last episode. Harhar. And I can't type what I feel about the show because no one would know what I'm talking about. I wanna type the storyline out but it's too long.
Alright, just a short section. This girl called Qiyue fell in love with this guy with disgusting hair called Ahmon. The thing is, once their parents marry each other, they would become siblings. They kept their relationship from their parents and went through many hard times together. It was pretty late until they decided to own up. So QiYue told her mother one day, got slapped, and left her mother alone to rethink about it. The next morning, her mom said that in order for QiYue and Ahmon to be happy together, she would not marry Ahmon's father. Then the phone rang. QiYue's mother went to retrieve the phone call, but fainted instead and got sent to the hospital. At the hospital, Ahmon confesses his love for QiYue to his dad, but his dad, being quite understanding, allows the relationship to go on. The doctor comes out of QiYue's mother's hospital room, and Ahmon's dad rushes over to the doctor to ask how she is. To Ahmon's horror, she was carrying a 12 week baby. Ahmon's dad then says that it doesn't matter, but He and QiYue's mother will still marry, and live a happy ordinary family life.
Ok then blah blah happy sad get grandmother's approval blah blah.
Then the twist comes where Ahmon's mother(his dad's ex) reappears and wants to take him along to Italy with her and his younger brother(who followed his mom when their parents separated). And stupid Ahmon, who had quite a deprived childhood life and wanted to experience his mother's love, decided to follow her to Italy. And then this flash back occurs where Ahmon told QiYue that the only thing that was important to him was that he can be with the people he cared most. And QiYue obviously was among the people he cared most. So.... if Ahmon went to Italy(which he is going to), he is going to abandon QiYue.
Ok the way I'm typing it out here might not sound very sad because I missed out loads of details, BUT ITS VERY SAD. Ahmon is the type of person who used to be gangster-like 2 or 3 years back, beating up people in his school and being known as the devil or something. And its so strange that someone like him really really liked QiYue, so his decision to follow his mother to Italy was pretty puzzling. And QiYue is so nice because, she was happy for Ahmon. And she kept her sad feelings bottled inside her but did not express it. Rawr. Everyone go watch!
Training tomrrow, then MmmmmmMmmm my aunt's surprise dinner at Crystal Jade. Goody here comes good food again. And you know what?
I love my parents loads. <3
9:09:00 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
The Wig
Sometimes I ask myself if I have the scariest toilet in the world. *Nods* I think I do. \: Today I was bathing and like looking up a zillion times. Kept imagining this wig dangling down and vividly waving at me. HAHA. Stupid movie. -.-
Went out with MRSS today. I was supposed to cut my hair in the morning but stupid R called to ask if we were free to go out today instead of tomorrow. I also couldn't get up in time to leave with my parents so I agreed to go out today. Yes I am almost broke thanks to FOOD... But nevermind! It's food.
Its time to watch DBY!
7:29:00 PM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Bad start of the day?
The moment I opened my eyes and found light streaming into my bedroom, I knew that I overslept.
Rawr. 7.16am. My alarm was set to ring at 6.20am! Harhar so I zoomed down to my dad's bedroom....
"DADDYYY CAN YOU GET ME TO SCHOOL BY 8?!?!" "Of course not."
Right. -_- So I zoomed back to my room to change and brush my teeth and was out of the house by 7.19am. 3 minutes -- my record so far. (: Just that I returned back to the house 5 seconds later to get my badge... >.< "LATE!!!" Damn. Yeah anyway the late comers were supposed to sing the rubber ducky song... ARGH. The whole time I was like 'MrL............... MRL.......!!!! I RUSHED TO SCHOOL, RAN UP THE HILL JUST FOR CHEMISTRY! How could you do this to me......" Ok anyway no one ended up singing the rubber ducky song, but we had to listen to it. Tortorous...
MrL also told us a joke today! It was really really really REALLY funny. (Because it had actions and... it's MrL doing it.) Harhar maybe one day when I feel more spastic than usual I can do it.
Almost died during bio. Managed to absorbed only 5% of the stuff today. Ahwell. I'm with Ahmama, Sher, and Ah Tham at the library now. (: Training soon...
Hmm. And I shall change my blog skin soon again. Sick of it. \:
1:27:00 PM
Monday, September 04, 2006
I got freaking pissed 4 times today and I just want to be alone now.
Told ya this week is gonna suck.
9:19:00 PM
I became bad today.
Skipped Sunday School haha. Excuse? >> Birthday breakfast. But I did have a large breakfast, til I ditched lunch. Yah almost died during service today. But I wasn't the only one. Turn to my left, I see Wes's head slowly moving down. Turn to my right, I see San's head drifting off slightly to the side. Turn to the back, I see Ryan's head resting on his lap. Turn to the front, I see Chris's head moving about. Lol, actually I don't know if he was sleeping, but if he was, I surely woke him up. (:
Slept for 4.5 hours in the afternoon. Wasted Sunday, and the whole week is going to be wasted too. Boring holidays... No one to go out with.
12:26:00 AM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
bbq
I thought it was pretty good somewhat. Didn't eat much, but it was fun. Because most of us sat on the edge of the roof singing emo songs haha. Yeah it was fun and I wouldn't mind doing that again.
Yay. And people seem to be getting less emo. Maybe no one's emo except me now. But I'm still happy because my friends are happy. (y) That's good... (:
11:12:00 PM
Sarcs Sucks
I think I'm like losing my concentration already... I'm not ready to bury my head into school books yet... not willing to study, and I don't even remember that we were given holiday homework. \: Don't feel like blogging as much anymore... And I'm not trying(though I want to) to complete my purpose in this life either. I have lost interest in running. I just want MrN to come back and save all of us from sorrow, or at least me.
Ahwell. Bbq tonight. On the negative side, It's Tiff's and Spencer's farewell.
(Oh, and if you still read my blog) I won't talk to you online unless you want to yeah. Just stay happy.
10:47:00 AM
Friday, September 01, 2006
Aches
I'm aching everywhere. Why? You might ask. Well, yesterday we had to carry the drums, keyboard, guitars and amplifiers up to the third level. If the amplifiers didn't have wheels underneath, I think we all wouldn't have survived lugging everything to the lift. Argh and my amplifier is like, small. So I had to bend down like some old grandma and control the amplifier(the wheels kinda go everywhere). I bet it was almost as tough as training. -_-' I ALMOST DIED. Was sweating like crap and the stupid secondary hall only had fans turned on, which were of no use to us.
Yah anyway, today I'm aching everywhere. Shoulders, back, forearms, calves, quads. Wow I don't even know how that happened! HOW DO U ACHE FROM PULLING AN AMPLIFIER FOR A DISTANCE OF 150 metres?!
Yeah. Ouchie everywhere. ): My quads were tensed up during tranining today. Gosh, I think it'll get worse tomorrow.
(edited on 1st september 12.17pm.) OH and how could I forget? My both knees are bruised. Bruised from carrying amplifiers. Because I had to drag them up the steps in the auditorium. SIGH it hurts! ):